I'm a sucker for pairing song lists. Music is such a key for inspiration with me, so it's impossible not to associate certain songs with my current objet d'fandom. This site's name even comes from a song - specifically, 'Dizzy' by Space Team Electra. So, consider this tiny corner of the site a compendium of what I consider to be ZoSan songs, complete with lyrics. Enjoy! And if you have any songs you think should be added to the list, by all means, suggest them.


You always bring me up
You always shoot me down
Fill my cup with rage until
I'm laughing as I drown
Dizzy in a mad parade
My only words to you
Come marching stiff and buttoned-up
Frost-bitten little truths
I only want to be with you
Just tell me what to do
I'll find a way to make it through
I'll get inside of you
I'll cut the anchor to this world
We'll fly above the sea
Say you'll come with me
I'm only seeing ghosts
There's no one here to hold
Inside these shadowed houses
MAde of kerosene and gold
Like a bird against a window
Fast into you I fly
Your surface is as hard as stone
But I keep seeing sky
I only want to be with you
Just tell me what to do
I'll find a way to make it through
I'll get inside of you
I'll cut the anchor to this world
We'll fly above the sea
Say you'll come with me

Crossing every ocean for the sake of Locomotion
Crossing every ocean for the sake of Locomotion
Across every ocean
For the sake of Locomotion
But I wouldn't have a notion
How to save my soul
I walk down the sidewalk
Run down the boardwalk
Stop and make small talk
But I can't say no to you
I can't say no I can't say yes
I can't even write down my own address
I can't touch Heaven it's a little too far
It's the only way to travel
Got dreaming on a par
I'm staring through the window
Wondering where you are
Moving through the landscape at a million miles an hour
Across every nation
From the harbour to the station
It's a form of inspiration
It's a power to the state
They run down the railways
Sail across the seaways
Fly through the airways
But they can't say no
To you
I can't stand up I can't stand still
I know you wouldn't like it if I told you how I feel
I just want to say that it's only common sense
But the words always fail me at my own expense
I'm staring out the window
Wonder where you are
Moving through the landscape at a million miles an hour
Across every ocean
For the sake of Locomotion
But I wouldn't have a notion
How to save my soul
I walk down the sidewalk
Run down the boardwalk
Stop and make small talk
But I can't say no to you
I take your word like it was gospel
I'm so eager to please
You know I like it when you talk to me
Feels so good inside your shadow
It's the place I need to be
Yeah, you know I need to climb you like a tree
There is this place inside
Where all the good things die
Sometimes I feel like a whore
Hate the way I am around you
I'm so nervous and weird
Sometimes I feel like I'm breathing underwater
You treat me like I am on fire
Like I'm something to eat
You make me hate what I see
When I see me
Yeah I dream of the day
When I learn how to make you pay
Someday I'll teach you to beg
Someday, someday
Yeah I live for the day
When I can hear you say
You make me feel like a whore
Yeah I dream of the time
When I can make you mine
Maybe then I'll feel half alive
More alive, so alive
Yeah I dream of the day
When I can hear you say
You make me feel like a whore.
Is there room for both of us?
Both of us apart
Are we bound out of obligation?
Is that all we've got?
I get the words
And then I get to thinking
I don't wanna think
I wanna feel
How do I feel...?
How do I...?
If you're the only one will I never be enough
Hail, hail the lucky ones I refer to those in love
How I'd love you till the day I die
And beyond
Are we going to the same place?
If so, can I come?
It's egg rolling thick and heavy
All the past we carry
I could be new
You underestimate me
If you're the only one will I never be enough
Hail, hail the lucky ones I refer to those in love
Sometimes realize
I can only be as good as you let me
Are you woman enough to be my man?
Bandaged hand in hand
I find it on the run in a race that can't be won
All hail the lucky ones
I refer to those in love
If you're the only one
So could you only one
How long till we are one?
Enough, you won, your one, you're one...
If you could read my mind, love
What a tale my thoughts could tell
Just like an old time movie
About a ghost from a wishing well
In a castle dark
Or a fortress strong
With chains upon my feet
You know that ghost is me
I will never be set free
As long as I'm a ghost you can't see
If I could read your mind, love
What a tale your thoughts could tell
Just like a paperback novel
The kind the drugstores sell
When you reach the part
Where the heartaches come
The hero would be me
Heros often fail
You won't read that book again
Because the ending's just too hard to take
I walk away
Like a movie star
Who gets burned in a three-way script
Enter number two
A movie queen to play the scene of bringing all the good things out in me
But for now love, let's be real
Never thought I could act this way
And I've got to say
That I just don't get it
I don't know where we went wrong
But the feeling's gone
And I just can't get it back
If you could read ym mind love
What a tale my thoughts could tell
Just like an old time movie
About a ghost in a wishing well
In a castle dark
Or a fortress strong
With chains upon my feet
The story always ends
If you read between the lines
You'll know that I'm just trying to understand
The feelings that you lack
I never thought I could feel this way
And I've got to say that I just don't get it
I don't know where we went wrong
But the feeling's gone
And I just can't get it back
Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
Everytime I try to fly
I fall
Without my wings I feel
So small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face
It's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done?
You seem to move uneasy
Everytime I try to fly
I fall
Without my wings I feel
So small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face
It's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Everytime I try to fly
I fall
Without my wings I feel
So small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face
It's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
There's times when I want something more
Someone more like me
There's times when this dress rehearsal
Seems incomplete
But you see the colors in me
Like no one else
And behind your dark glasses
You're something else
You're really lovely underneath it all
You want to love me underneath it all
I'm really lucky underneath it all
You're really lovely
You know some real bad tricks
And you need some discipline
But lately you've been trying real hard
And giving me your best
And you give me the most gorgeous sleep
That I've ever had
And when it's really bad
I guess it's not that bad
You're really lovely underneath it all
You want to love me underneath it all
I'm really lucky underneath it all
You're really lovely
So many moons that we have seen
Stumbling back next to me
I've seen right through and underneath
And you make me better
I've seen right through and underneath
And you make me better, better, better
For real
'Cause underneath it all
You are my real prince charming
Like the heat from the fire
You were always burnin'
Anytime you're around
My body keeps calling for your touch
Your kisses and your sweet romancin'
There's an other side of you that so many adore
Aside from your temper everything else secure
You're good for me, baby
Of that I'm a sure
'Cause over and over
Give me one more
You've used up all your coupons
And all you got left is me
And somehow I'm full of forgiveness
I guess it's meant to be...
You're really lovely underneath it all
You want to love me underneath it all
I'm really lucky underneath it all
You're really lovely
Underneath it all
Your tender fingers
Are locked around my throat
The memory of your kisses
The only breath I know
I'm torn and tired and martyred
I'm crumbling into dust
I'm crimson saffron embers
I'm eaten up by rust
Your love has got me, darling
You've trapped me in your web
You've tied my hands with silken cords
And tangled up my head
You took away your roses
But the thorns are what I miss
My heart is pumping desert sand
You are my oasis.
Feel the vibe, feel the terror, feel the pain
It's driving me insane
I can't fake, for god's sake
Why am I driving in the wrong lane?
Trouble is my middle name
But in the end I'm not too bad
Could someone tell me if it's right to be so mad
About you
Mad About You
Are you the fishy wine that will give me
A headache in the morning
Or just a dark blue land mine
That'll explode without a decent warning
Give me all your true hate
And I'll translate it in our bed
Into never seen passion, never seen passion
That it why I am so mad about you
Mad about you
Mad about you
Mad
Trouble is your middle name
But in the end you're not too bad
Can someone tell me if it's wrong to be
So mad about you
Mad about you
Mad
Give me all your true hate
And I'll translate it in your bed
Into never seen passion
That is why I am so mad about you
Mad about you
I got you crawling up a mountain
Hanging round my neck
I got you twisted around my finger
Crawling round my legs
The emptiness
The craziness
Satisfy my hungriness
Darling how would it feel?
If we sleep together
will you like me better?
If we cum together
we'll go down forever
If we sleep together
will I like you better?
If we cum together
Prove it now or never
Make me a pretty person
Make me feel like I belong
Make me hard and make me happy
Make me beautiful
The emptiness
The craziness
Satisfy this loneliness
Darling how would it feel?
If we sleep together
will you like me better?
If we cum together
we'll go down forever
If we sleep together
will I like you better?
If we cum together
Prove it now or never
If we sleep together (nothing satisfies me baby)
If we sleep together (I'll wear something pretty baby)
If we sleep together (give me what I crave now baby)
If we sleep together (you will drive me crazy baby)
If we sleep together (save the rest for later baby)
If we sleep together (I save it all for you my baby)
If we sleep together
You open your eyes, look around
You feel the earth it wanders -
Out, from under your feet - the ground
Is not firm but soft and weak - like skin
Under the touch, cannot stop to falter
Now, the damage is done the certainties gone
The spirits altered
And now the angry morning
Gives the early signs of warning
You must face alone the plans you make
Decisions they will try to break
Our hands are tied on the table
Maybe you can try at the back door man
While the helpless line up on the doorsteps
'Cause it's all they can do to try to get through
All of your life you've lived in a world as pure
As Eden's sixth day - now all you've been allowed
Is taken away - they will not let you be so proud
And you have felt the fear growing inside
Protest follows far and wide - they'll see how long
It will take 'till you fall - from so much denied
Your soul - it aches relentless from the fear
That they will never guess - so unfair that
They can make you feel so small
And the fear you know is real
How dare you say that my behavior's unacceptable
So condescending, unnecessarilly critical,
I have a tendency of getting very physical,
So watch your step, cause if I do you'll need a miracle.
You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here,
The Double Vision that I'm seeing is finally clear,
You want to stay but you know very well I Want You Gone,
Ain't fit to fucking tread the ground that I am walking on

When it gets cold outside
And you've got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we are gonna give up
Like a little girl cries in the face
Of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there?
Cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better, you never listen to a word I said,
Holding your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did

When it gets cold outside
And you've got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we are gonna give up
Like a little girl cries in the face
Of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there?
Cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

And does it chill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control
Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold

And you've got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we are gonna give up
Like a little girl cries in the face
Of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there?
Cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

In the dark, I'd like to read his mind
But I'm frightened of the things I might find
Oh, there must be something he's thinking of
To tear him away
When I tell him that I'm falling in love
Why does he say
Hush hush
Keep it down now
Voices carry
I try so hard not to get upset
Because I know all the trouble I'll get
Oh, he tells me tears are something to hide
And something to fear
And I try so hard to keep it inside
So no one can hear
Hush hush
Keep it down now
Voices carry
He wants me
But only part of the time
He wants me
If he can keep me in line
Hush hush
Keep it down now
Voices carry
Crazy
How it feels tonight
Crazy how you
Make it all all-right
Love
Crush me
With the
Things you do
And for you I'll do
Anything, too
Sitting
Smoking
Feeling high
And in this moment
It feels so right
Lovely lady
I am at your feet
God I want you so badly
And a wonder, this
Could tomorrow be so wondrous?
As you there sleeping
Let's go
Drive till morning comes
Watch the sunrise
And fill our souls up
Drink some wine till
We get drunk
Crazy thinking
Just knowing that the world is round
And here I'm dancing on the ground
Am I right side up or upside down?
Is this real?
Or am I dreaming?
Lovely lady
Let me drink you, please
Won't spill a drop, no, I promise you
Lying under this
Spell you cast on me
Each moment
The more I love you
Crush me
Come on
Oh yeah
Crazy thinking
Just knowing that the world is round
And here I'm dancing on the ground
Am I right side up or upside down?
Is this real?
Or am I dreaming?
Lovely lady
I will treat you sweetly
Adore you
I mean, you crush me
And it's times like these
When my faith, I feel it
I know, how I love you
Come on come on
Baby
Crazy and I'm thinking
Just as long as you're around
Then here I'll be
Dancing on the ground
Am I right side up or upside down?
To each other we'll be facing
My love, the love
We'll beat back the pain we've found
You know I've been meaning
To tell you all the things
I've been thinking
Deep inside, my friend
Each moment
The more I love you
Crush me
So much you have
Given, love
That I would give you back again and again
The love
Many now hold you
But please
Just let me, always.
I've got an aching in my bones
I've been exposed
To what I want to see
The fuse is burning somewhere
It's drenched in heat it's
Where I long to be
There's always two sides
You don't have to suffer
This is heaven?
Then send me to hell
Stay in the light
Don't take your eyes from the prize
Hey, there goes the bell
If it's good enough for you
It's good enough for me
It's good enough for two
It's what I want to see
Sing a song as the sun does rise
If you don't ask questions
Then you don't know why
There's a bridge to the other side
Don't take your eyes from the prize
There's always two sides
You don't have to suffer
This is heaven?
Then send me to hell
Stay in the light
Don't take your eyes from the prize
Hey, there goes the bell
If it's good enough for you
It's good enough for me
It's good enough for two
It's what I want to see
You'd like me to buy you mind
The situation you may never find
If it's good enough for you
It's good enough for me
It's good enough for two
It's what I want to see
I believe in your purpose, baby
Coming up to the surface and maybe
I'll never see you again
Then again
Who knows?
Make me quiver
Hands will shiver
Still got all the things
That I woulda give her
But it's slow going
Something's showing
Yeah
They say love is a stream
That will find its own course
Making due is a thing
A thing I will do no more
Whenever you come back
I'll be waiting
Trifling our slack, no head gating
This is all pure fiction
You know that's right
Just pure fiction
That's all right
If you need a friend
Don't look to a stranger
You know in the end
I'll always be there
And when you're in doubt
And when you're in danger
Take a look all around
And I'll be there
I'm sorry
But I'm just thinking of the right words to say
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be
But if you wait around a while
I'll make you fall for me
I promise
I promise you I will
When your day is through
And so is your temper
You know what to do
I'm gonna always be there
Sometimes if I shout
It's not what's intended
These words just come out
With no gripe to bear
I'm sorry
But I'm just thinking of the right words to say
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be
But if you wait around a while
I'll make you fall for me
I promise
I promise you I will
I'm sorry
But I'm just thinking of the right words to say
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be
And if I have to walk the world
I'll make you fall for me
I promise
I promise you I will
Hold on
Hold on to yourself
For this is gonna hurt like hell
Hold on
Hold on to yourself
You know that only time will tell
What is it in me that refuses to believe,
This isn't easier than the real thing?
My love
You know that you're my best friend
You know I'd to anything for you
My love
Let nothing come between us
My love for you is strong and true
Am I in heaven here
Or am I...?
At the crossroads I am standing
But now you're sleeping peaceful
I lie awake and pray
That you'll be strong tomorrow
And we'll see another day
And we will praise it
And love the light
That brings a smile
Across your face
Oh, God
If you're out there won't you hear me
I know we've never talked before
Oh, God
The man I love is leaving
Won't you take him
When he comes to your door
Am I in heaven here
Or am I in hell?
The crossroads I am standing
But now you're sleeping peaceful
I lie awake and pray
That you'll be strong tomorrow
And we'll see another day
And we will praise it
And love the light
That brings a smile
Passing the kind buds
Kicking back in the sand, in the sun
To be alive is loving
Where the shore meets the sea
Man, I'm humming
I'm free
As I stare at the sea
And I'm not coming down
The world is yours once you have found
The good is to share
Which is elsewhere
The beauty
Of green is where light is now broken
By what it touches
Remembering
What you once had told me hit home
And hasn't it always been so?
I'm free
As I stare at the sea
And I'm not coming down
The world is yours once you have found
The good is to share
Which is elsewhere
Like I said before
I'll say it once more
Knew you would
Make me feel so good
Wanna do you right
Can't get enough
This is the stuff
Life's about
And it trips me out
Wanna do your right
Bright mornings
Days when I want so much
I want nothing
Just this life and no more
I'll come within this world
There's only one for me
She's waiting
I'll soon come
I'm free
As I stare at the sea
And I'm not coming down
The world is yours once you have found
The good is to share
Which is elsewhere
Like I said before
I'll say it once more
Knew you would
Make me feel so good
Wanna do you right
Can't get enough
This is the stuff
Life's about
And it trips me out
Wanna do your right
Free from the burn
The burning of spite
Free from the burn
The burn indignity right
No buzz hack, no buzz hack
No buzz hack, no buzz hack
Swing the thing you bring, check it out
How could you be so good to me?
How could you be so good to me?
I want to be with
Want to be with
Buzz hack hack hack buzz
Swing to the thing you bring to check it out
Like I said before
I'll say it once more
Knew you would
Make me feel so good
Wanna do you right
Can't get enough
This is the stuff
Life's about
And it trips me out
Wanna do your right
You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it
You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it
You make my world seem right
You make my darkness bright
And yes
You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it
And I like the way you kiss me
Don't know if I should
But this feeling it's love and I know it
That's why I feel good
You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it
You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it
You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it
You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it
You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it
You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it
You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it
You make my world seem right
You make my darkness bright
And yes
You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it
And I like the way you kiss me
Don't know if I should
But this feeling it's love and I know it
That's why I feel good
You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it
I know what you're thinking, baby
I used to be just like you
You move when she's not looking, baby
One sugar ain't enough for you
But you
You're taking out your loans
You're burying your bones
Before your cover's blown
You'd better take me home
I like the way you look
I know you like me
But one and one and one
Baby, makes three
Stop playing those eyes
If you want me to keep
Your little secret
Tell it softly to me, baby
That you never meant no one no harm
Your wonderland's a mirror, baby
It's swiftly fading like your charm
But you
You're stepping out of line
You're spilling all the wine
Leave it on the vine
Cause I can't give you mine
I like the way you look
I know you like me
But one and one and one
Baby makes three
Stop playing those eyes
If you want me to keep
Your little secret
I could
I won't
I can't
I don't
You make it hard
Talk down my guard
My senses stoked
My ego's choked
I will not lie
I will not lie
Daylight, all right
I don't know, I don't know if it's real
Been a long night and something ain't right
You won't show, you won't show how you feel
No time ever seems right
To talk about the reasons why you and I fight
It's high time to draw the line
Put an end to this game before it's too late
Head games-it's you and me baby
Head games-I can't take it anymore
Head games
I don't wanna play no head games
I daydream for hours it seems
I keep thinkin' of you, yeah, thinkin' of you
These daydreams, what do they mean
They keep haunting me, are they warning me
Daylight turns into night
We try and find the answer but it's nowhere in sight
It's always the same and you know who's to blame
You know what i"m sayin', still we keep on playin'
Head games-that's all I get from you
Head games-I can't take it anymore
Head games
Don't wanna play no head games
So near, so far away
We pass each other by 'cause we don't know what to say
It's so clear, I'm sorry to say
If you wanna win you gotta learn how to play
Head games-always you and me, baby
Head games-I can't take it anymore
Head games-instead of makin' love
Head games
Head games-always you and me, baby
Head games-'til I can't take it anymore
No more head games-instead of makin' love, we play
Head games
I don't know why I like it
I just do

I've been hearing your heartbeat inside of me
I keep your photograph beside my bed
Living in a world of fantasies
I can't get you out of my head
I've been waiting for the phone to ring all night
Why you wanna make me feel so good?
I've got a love of my own, babe
I shouldn't get so hung up on you
I remember the way that we touched
I wish I didn't like it so much
I get so emotional, baby
Everytime I think of you
I get so emotional, baby
Ain't it shocking what
Love can do
I've gotta watch you walk in the room, baby
I gotta watch you walk you
I like the animal way you move
And when you talk, I just watch your mouth
I remember the way that we touched
I wish I didn't like it so much
I get so emotional, baby
Everytime I think of you
I get so emotional, baby
Ain't it shocking what
Love can do

I don't like you
But I love you
Seems that I'm always
Thinking of you
Though you treat me badly
I love you madly
You've really got a hold on me
I don't want you
But I need you
Don't wanna kiss you
But I need to
Though you do me wrong, now
Our love is strong, now
You've really got a hold on me
I love you and all I want you to do is just
Hold me.
Tighter
I wanna leave you
Don't wanna stay here
Don't wanna spend another day here
Though I wanna split now
I can't quit now
You've really got a hold on me
Note: this one is really fun because you get to imagine them on Broadway. I'm just sayin'. I mean, sure, the song is sung by lesbians, really, but you can get creative.

MAUREEN:
Every single day
I walk down the street
I hear people say
"Baby's so sweet"
Ever since puberty
Everybody stares at me
Boys, girls, I can't help it
Baby
So be kind
But don't lose your mind
Just remember that I'm your baby
Take me for what I am
Who I was meant to be
And if you give a damn
Take me baby
Or leave me

A tiger in a cage
Can never see the sun
This diva needs her stage
Baby let's have fun
You are the one I choose
Folks would kill to fill your shoes!
You love the limelight too, now baby
So be mine
But don't waste my time
Crying "Oh, honey bear
Are you still my baby?"
Take me for what I am
Who I was meant to be
And if you give a damn
Take me baby
Or leave me

No way
Can I be what I'm not
But hey!
Don't you want your girl hot?
Don't fight
Don't lose your head
Cause every night,
Who's in your bed?

JOANNE:
It won't work
I look before I leap
I love margins and disclipine
I make lists in my sleep
Baby
What's my sin?
Never quit
I follow through
I hate mess
But I love you
What to do
With my impromptu baby?
So be wise
Cause this girl satisfies
You've got a prize
That don't compromise
You're one lucky baby
Take me for what I am

MAUREEN: A control freak.

JOANNE: Who I was meant to be...
MAUREEN: A snob, yet over-attentive.

JOANNE: And if you give a damn...

MAUREEN: A lovable, droll geek!

JOANNE: Take me baby, or leave me

That's it!
The straw that breaks my back
I quit!
Unless you take it back
Women!
What is it about them?
Can't live with them or without them

Take me for what I am
Who I was meant to be
And if you give a damn
Take me baby
Or leave me

Guess I'm leavin'.
I'm gone.

Reaching over
Life to life
Feeling sugared skin
My poor baby
Kissed him so
Too ashamed to lift his chin
A voice speaking
He's the prophet
Blinded by the light
A heart is breaking
I can hear it
Dropped when gone
Beyond my sight
Hey there Mr. Talk Too Much
What's in store for us now?
I don't know how to speak to you
I don't know how to trust you
I don't know how to live for you
I don't know how to love you
The gentleman who fell
Before the court
I feel your closeness
Like a shotgun
Chill within my soul
I touch your finger
Know your darkness
Your passion takes its toll
Can't say that this talk is cheap
Let the suffering end
I don't know how to speak to you
I don't know how to trust you
I don't know how to live for you
I don't know how to love you
The gentleman who fell
Before the court